a friend in need.BAwa....A GREAT DAY...18 Sep 09

Hello all , HOO…its 18^th of september and this day has been full of joys excitement and a lot more I can’t just explain in a single word of mere a few alphabets. Today the day started as normal, getting up rushing for reaching the class , and then all boring practs and lectures. Thing I loved today was the good relationships coming up through. Well as being comitted to my dearer project mate MOHALI , I and ANIT have to go to Chandigarh for that project propose. First of all, after attending the last lab , me and Mohali went to my room for getting my sweet lappy where we met Anuj and he just made me wait for chtecking the result of ISMT.

After that we(me and mohali) met Anit and we three moved to the bus stop of Chandigarh.After reaching at Chd , we frst went to the eaast guys where they said us to wait for some minutes. At the same minute Anitpal wanted to go for “susu”. And UH SAI JI , it was unbelieveble that we roamed around so much and he got the palce to that so timely and greatly chosen (he went into the gravity’s bathroom ) . Then atonce our mood changed to goto to KFC to eat chicken. And we frst ordered 9 pieces and then again 9.

after that on the way to that institute , we met a few juniors just in front of the gravity and they forced me to that dance floor. Anit too came there with me alongside mohali.

I refused to drink as I had to keep a promise anyhow.Anit drink arnd 4 pegs and it was after that his show.

after taht we went to gthe insti..

(YET TO COMPLETE)

I am loving the one I am just now

Hmmmm.....back here after a long time....nothing much to be doing although but yet a lot there....the degree of mine coming to an almost end...Into the final days of the final sem its is feeling being a lot great . Well on the one hand the most great thing I had here in these days is that I have got a placement in hand. Well there are a lot setbacks of that company being small, froud, BLAH!! BLAH!!!! But for me the thing which matters is that amng those 100+ students who sit into the placement drive I was on the 24 which were chosen.(I was not going to do a job anyhow).Well leaving profession aside and coming back to social things now, truly I changed maself , dedicated my full attention towards friends but whteva the most happening thing is that I have got around the greatest friends around and I am loving it being here. I am loving being doing nothing around nescafe, canteen, sharing stuffs with friends.Truly I have been never in a relationship (with a girl only)and I am single with my friends.What the case both are,compared by me, I will rank ma friends better ,,,uh sorry,,, THE BEST,,,....I am lovng being placed, loving being with friends and thats it.I am loving the one I am just now.OH SAIJI may this time be stopped just here.But not...:P

a day of yes and no....but at the end one wth tears in eyes and smile on face...

Its 27 th of AUG ..thursday...Today its the brthday of Nikhil. Well as usual the birthday in Hostel went through like the same. A lot of birthday bumps, and then palying with water and aftre that those all cutting the cake stuff. This time , Shrey also got stuck in with bumps, avei hi. :)
But the real birthsay was being celebrated though after that. A half of B.P. , fiev friends , 5 galsses , a kukure packet and 101-102 room balcony. Again a lot talks and within this began the talk of going to Shimla on thursday.Time is just around 1:30 midnight. And all went good and the final decision ended at the place that we all are going and tahts final.I took all that seiusly and yah thats again my mistake :( .They all were drunk and I believed may be BEcoz of the thing that I was also drunk that I believd whateva again my mistake :(.
I called DAD and asked fr money. They are coming to mohali bcz I was going to Shimla . I fought at my house and now in the morning they had their own excuses of not going there. Its ok yar. I can't tell them this all and truly why should I tell, may be they can't understand.
But whateva went I was happy the whole day , I thought of giving Nikhil a gift too and I will surely do that. But the thing is that I ma hurt . My dad is missing his bank today , the money was being put after a long fight b/w me and my parents . And whats the f**king result. All are going back to their houses, and I , what can I do now? Going home is an option in front of me but how can I. I hurted mom/dad and the reason fir that is now gone in to the ashes.
Truly saying its hurting hard deep inside me and yah I am truly feeling f**ked up now.
I want to weep but cant . OH GOD !!! I need friends and i got these all but now what are these things happening around?
Why are these things happening around?
But just a moment befre Manik came here and you know what happened ??
They all are ready to go their and it is feeling really like on the top of the world that my friends are doing this all for me only. WOW !!1 great na to be atleast a bit for somenone,,,,,
No matter now we go or not . I can hear of DAD's critics no matter , I have got great frnds in return of that.
Will go home 2mrw. I am happy and I am gng to sleep.
Gud Nite .

nice time ...great friends....awesome days.... :)

Hmmm..
back in 7th sem and as expected time running quite fst then expected...seriusly its been 17 days since being in this em and this went like a blink of the eye... :)

I am proud of this. Proud of being having the worlds gretest friends with me. These are the best I have ever got.
MISHRA
ANKA
SHREY
MANIK
MAMA
NIKHIL


WOW!!!

I ALWAYS DREMT OF HAVING JUST one GREAT friend but it seems gret to have so much arnd me, Today I was not well as I got infection in ma eye , but i was more happy of the fact of those who cared and spent money on my medicine without even talking of money.
Great na , tahts it I have friends I have atleast after this long era and long years, after so much up-downs in my degree, I am atleast stable to have all those so close to me.
I am happy to be like this. I am so lucky to have all these with me.

Love u friends . You all ahve made my this degree remombrable and taht to life long. I love u all.
WILL MISS EVERY THING WE DID,,,

FROM GOING TO LALI TO SMOKING AND DRIINKING IN OUR OWN BALCONY....

MAy u all get ur life's aim
have a long life nad happy one,
take care
cheerss..>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am happy i thght but then y am i weeping.....???

Sometimes its hard to accept and sometimes not, may be that u dnt wanna to. But its truth, that
u had to be lucjy to find someone who can make u laugh. Five long years , and after that u just add someone a friend just bcz that someone was ur schoolmate and that to younger than you.
Not even sure of taht person remebering u. But when u come to know abt that the person still remebers u and that feeling makes u that thing makes u to be on the top of this world.

Well not wasting that much of the words , first I wanna thanks orkut (the great social networking site) , which made me to meet that personality SONAKSHI[sorry yar if i spelled it wrong :)]. Yah taht person is a girl , but before any dirty thing comes by ur mind will want to convey you that she is ma sis.Well being in this relation at the time of school was a simple ordinary things. But truly after these long span years, it feels great that this 5 year time wasn't that enough. May be this relation had not grown any how stronger but yah for sure, this relation has not lost its existence. A positive point to be that lucky isn't that? :)


Well sorry SONAKSHI I ma recalling and going to those old days but yah thats true that it was really nice and great to hear paji from ur side. Hmm ...now I was just mentioning to recall those old days. But before that I hope I was that desperate lonely in my own world sorrounded by just some friends and some attitudi girls but whateva talking to you helped me to weigh off the heavy weight on my heart and it felt nice that after a long time someone said me to be happy.
Seriusly the last words of taht chat u said
"khush rahio"
These have been a lot great for me. It made me remember me taht sis whom i lost(u knw very well).Seriusly, SONAKSHI i am feeling regret of a thing now a thing can't say , but i am BIG BELIEVER of the fact
"WHatever HaPPens HappENS FoR soME puRPose"
and our meeting on orkut nand then at that place nakodar ,nothing planned ,nothing expected but still that day has a signifinance. RAksha BANdhan,,,,this day will be a memorable one.
Don't know what u may think off , dn't know how u will react but truly i am feeling for that.

That was a day when i refused to tie up rakhi from u, u brought in for me(i knw u must have remebered).I know it was SEP mid but truly I am sorrry fr that. Why i refused that day,one reason was that I wasn't ready for such a responsibilty(taht reltion always matterd fr me y will tell u that reason sometime) or may be it was a mistake whateva but i am sorry from my heart's depth for that . I may guess how much it may have hurt. If not more a bit for sure.

Now I will not say this thing taht I will not refuse taht option now but can only ask if u can do that favour(rakhi tieing) for me. U may thing it a brother's request rather than order.I am ready for dieing for this only. Truly, I am weeping , I am bad I know, But I am not taht much sis.
May be i did a big mistake their and thsi is a second chance fr me to improve. Tahts why may be we met on taht day.

May be this is ma e-diary but still thats truth.Sometime its too late to realise a mistake but whateva I wanna say and I said.

May be I be having some life to live upon happily, after loisng ma sis and love.I am alone except having a few gud frnds.Ur decision may help to reduce this loneliness nd if not no probs I am used to it.

It feels great that u remeber me but still it makes me feel hard.....
truly after a long time ,i am happy i thgt but then y am i weeping....???

Its ur life ur decision, just ur decision. but plz my mistake is not taht big.

Either discuss ur frnds mistakes or frget them off....

hmmm....
a bit hurt of waht happened in my love life. But whateva , life has to move along its path the same way and with the same speed. But u can do only one thing , just carry on. Its hard to do rather say.

Whatever your condition is... YOU had to be back to fight and stand against this world full of competition.

Well, coming back to where I started. The line I just wrote on the title bar is not just a line, but its a moral truly. I hadn't read it in any good book or taken it from a story. This is the one of the things I myself had learnt in the past 3 years of my own hostel life. Truly, if you sense it its also a
Universal Truth. I had expereinced a lot so that I can atleast set my life an example type story for this particular moral.

And truly saying it took me arnd 3 years in this great hostel to understand and get into the word "FRIEND". But i am atleast happy for that that I have now known about all those.I have been a f**king one that I kept silly-o-silly things about my friends in my mind. And the time I discussed it I found all things sorted out.

Hmm..one whom you don't care about you need not to keep his mistakes in mind and for those whom you care what goes if you bent a bit and have a discussion over.If he/she and you agree upon both of you are great friends and if you can't hard to say buddy but you both were never friends.

And i have realised this thing over that discussion had lead me to a lot way satisfaction always. And may be it was the other one who made me to discuss but thanks to you GAGAN...atleast it gave me a MORAL to learn around,

I said u once na that u had a good place&role in my life, see this is an example of that.(love u buddy for that).

What to say more...a big thanks to all those are friends and to those who were never and only lied.

I learnt this and it took me 3 years to get this thing in my mind. Hope u all try to get this quickly.
THANKS
:)

final sm's frst day...i am in love frst time...ma frst purpose

i am in deprssion ...i dnt knw wat i am dng....i am drunk too much....but i am not taht much...
i loved that grl and i came to knw it at a time that i hardly see her....
i am a f**king a**h**e....i knw i ma a f**du....but wat the f**k a love is a love ...
through ma good frnd ....i got to propose her...but what the f**k she said abt...she is confused...
f**k...she is confused...and i am ruined.....and hence but yah what and why she shld care off....
after all girls ratio is quite less than of boys in India and hence she can have options....

what what will be the result of this....this f**ked up guy will be ruined and be hit in his own a**
so hard....oh GOD ...the word "NO" said by her shld not have been that painful....then this that i am confused ....f**ked....

yaar what the f**k is ma fault.......wat the f**k i had done wth anyone....atleast a no shld not have caused her to pay an income or luxury tax..
and rather it shld have i may have paid it easily...

but yaar how can she judge me ...if nt fit how can she be syaing me unfit...she hardly knows me....
but if this reason is much sufficient to say me unfit ...i can say if she dnt knw me hw can se call me unfit....

a mediocre answer is always an option...

anythng saying like a cancer patient will die in a month will make that patient die too soon...
but hiding it will leave to make him live that month satisfactory...

i amy be saying a bit wrong in emotion
...but wat else....

now thats it tahts final thats the fuck...

I AM IN LOVE
AND I WILL BE ALWAYS with you...

if there is GOD anywhere anyhow...
lets see if taht GOD supports ma love and if not ....

i dnt say a lie that u wre the frst girl in ma life but yah fr sure this thing is
ok u were the last girl in ma life tahts it ....

and i will remember and wait fr u ....

love u so much ma love....

take care....
i am weeping....thanks fr hearing wat i can say....

i will try to be more gud in future....

have a nice life
take care
gud nite..

i cnt say anythng to ma frnd to as he is in between two of us....
he has to answer me and i am waiting fr taht answer....

Oh GOD
this is such a f**king cndtn i am into....
SAI JI
u are ma everythng ....SHOW ME A DIRECTION PLS...

All ALOne iN hSTel...[:(]

hm,,,//...

its unday and may be classes frm 2mrw...
i am here thinking rishikesh being here...but no one i got in here...

well apart frm a bullshit of social sites..i had nothing left to do in here....

I was tense a bit at home of how to break the lock of ma room..??
and
How to shift ma almirah...??


well i am happy that atleast one of those work is out,,
with a bit of DAD's guidance and my work i am able to break that lock...


hmmm...

rest else wasnt having anythng interesting except a few traffic jams at way back to hostel...

i am sitiing here alone and waiting and calling all the oones i can say AS FRIENDS...to just get ma time along or i hope its just now here coming out of ma home air conditioner i am getting to know the importance of all those. I am missing all...i Am missin anka gagan shrey mama jazz...(these being closest to me in the last year or so...) . Some things are strange no....YOu know how much u have them in ur life...may be after passing out ...its ill be hardly messenger or a few calls to be intact....yet i can't tell them where they stand in my life.

I know a few things went wrong many a times amoong us ... But i am happy fr them being wth me and I am happy of not carrying away just a degree frm this college.

A couple of friends , a lot of confidence and above all those great moments i will love to carry on beside with myself whole life...

Missing home too ...its hard after being in a VEHLAPAN level to directly adopt to HOSTEL level.
but its just a way matter of a few days.

thts it ..
will be back sooon tonite ...
if kept in ma senses as ANIT is bringing whisky frm chd....(truly its atleast a profit to me of him gng to bulls eye..thankyou god)...

ok will meet soon...

Tommorow steping in college as super seniors HAHAHA...
seriusly never got how these 3 years rush thru...

thanks
b bye
see soon....

miss you all dear frnds....:(
but it atleast let me knw how much i needed u all...
:)

HELLO ALL BACK AGAIN....:P

hmm
long tym since i being here...

well seriusly i wa total vehla but yet i wasn't having courage to come here and write though.

hmm
rakhi again went gret.

navdeep di and all sis ....
well frst time i gave them gifts frm wat i had earned of maself...


the main bosters in these 2 and a half months is that thru MCI society i got thru ma frst technical
pay .

hmm now a days at the end of completing the php.

plus i am in with reading a book "OFcourse i love you till i find someone else""

gert one
a book which made me weep

feells like i being somewhere there...

baaki all gng gret

things quite gud among wth ma frnds

GAGAN ANKIT
and all

may be it wtked that i wasnt well

i became the way i was when i met and yups
there i see all are wth me ....

yes atleast i go this thng where i was wrng...:)

will miss those two fr u

love u both buddies.....


baaki nothing else
gng last sem will look fr a few good thngs....

baki as god gives,,,....

HAve to get thru gate wth gud percentile ....


bas thats it fr now....

will be regular now .....

ITS MA NEW POEM>>>>



clilk on the pic then it will be clear

ITS MA NEW POEM>>>>

clilk on the pic then it will be clear

i ma back again

well aftr long tym...busy in clg strike and then in sesionals practs...
so i am back now....
aa lot happened in last few weeks...

a few frnds away...
got good wth many frnds....
and
yah also found a feew old frnds...juniors...
and happy to find those sis of whom i was not in touch...

final exams again postponed till 26....
so vehla fer.....

well will be posting poems now on...

but i am now getting happier than before...

miss a few ...
but getting back a lot more....

b bye....
see u soon...

ik tu ik sharaab

ਆਦਿ ਸਰੂਰ ਦਾ ਤੂੰਹੀ ਕਰਾਆ ਸੀ....
ਜਦੋ ਨਸ਼ਾ ਅਖਾਂ 'ਚੋਂ ਪਿਲਾਆ ਸੀ.....
ਓਹੀ ਓਟ ਕਿਤੀ ਪੂਰੀ ਠੇਕਿਆਂ ਨੇ;;;
ਜਦ ਤੂਂ ਦੇ ਗਈ ਸੀ ਜਵਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ...
ਬਸ ਚਿਝਾਂ ਦੋ ਨਾਲ ਹੀ ਨਿਭਾਈ ਏ;;;
ਇਕ ਤੂੰ ਅੜੀਏ ਇਕ ਸ਼ਰਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ...



ਤੇਰੇ ਨਾਲ ਹੀ ਬਸ ਰਹਿਣਾ ਚਿਉਂਦੇ ਸੀ ...
ਨਾਮ ਤੇਰਾ ਹੀ ਲੇਕੇ ਅਸੀਂ ਸਾਉਂਦੇ ਸੀ....
ਸੁਬਾਹ ਜਾਗ ਖੁਲਨੇ ਤੋਂ ਪਹਿਲਾਂ ਵੇ....
ਲਹਿੰਦੇ ਸਾਂ ਬਸ ਤੇਰਾ ਹੀ ਖਵਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ;;;
ਬਸ ਚਿਝਾਂ ਦੋ ਨਾਲ ਹੀ ਨਿਭਾਈ ਏ;;;
ਇਕ ਤੂੰ ਅੜੀਏ ਇਕ ਸ਼ਰਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ...




ਤੂੰ ਮੁੜਨਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਸੀ ਤੂੰ ਮੁੜੀ ਨਾਂ...
ਅਸੀ ਉਡੀਕਨਾ ਸੀ ਅਸੀ ਉਡੀਕਦੇ ਹਾਂ....
ਜਿਹੜੇ ਰਾਹ ਤੁਰੀ ਸੀ ਮੁੜ ਵੇਖਿਆ ਨਾਂ;;;
ਅਸੀਂ ਅਜਵੀ ਬੈਠੇ ਓਥੇ ਈ ਤੇਰੇ ਬਾਦ ਕੁੜੇ....
ਬਸ ਚਿਝਾਂ ਦੋ ਨਾਲ ਹੀ ਨਿਭਾਈ ਏ;;;
ਇਕ ਤੂੰ ਅੜੀਏ ਇਕ ਸ਼ਰਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ...




ਨਾਂ ਪੀਵਾਂ ਤਾਂ ਰੂਹ ਤੇਰੇ ਤੇ ਇਲਜਾਮ ਧਰੇ....
ਪੀਆਂ ਤਾਂ ਜਮਾਨਾ ਮੈਨੂੰ ਬਦਨਾਮ ਕਰੇ.....
ਜੇ ਇਸ਼ਕ ਤੇਰੇ ਲਈ ਇਕ ਸੌਦਾ ਆ;;;
ਇੰਨਾ ਤਾਂ ਦਸ ਅਸੀ ਹਾਨੀ ਖੱਟੀ ਜਾਂ ਲਾਭ ਕੁੜੇ....
ਬਸ ਚਿਝਾਂ ਦੋ ਨਾਲ ਹੀ ਨਿਭਾਈ ਏ;;;
ਇਕ ਤੂੰ ਅੜੀਏ ਇਕ ਸ਼ਰਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ...



ਨਿਕਲਦਾ ਨਿਕਲਦਾ ਵਕਤ ਬੁਰਾ ਨਿਕਲ ਚਲਾ ...
ਭੁਲਦਾ ਭੁਲਦਾ ""ਸ਼ਰਮਾ"" ਤੈਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲ ਚੱਲਾ...
ਤੂੰ ਨਹੀਂ ਪਰਤੀ ਜਾ ਤੇਰੀ ਮਰਜੀ ਆ;;;
ਅਸ਼ੀ ਜੀ ਜਾਨੇ ਤੈਨੂੰ ਦੇਣ ਲਈ ਜਵਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ.....
ਬਸ ਚਿਝਾਂ ਦੋ ਨਾਲ ਹੀ ਨਿਭਾਈ ਏ;;;
ਇਕ ਤੂੰ ਅੜੀਏ ਇਕ ਸ਼ਰਾਬ ਕੁੜੇ...

an unforgettable period...

seriusly....the time i had from 26th feb 2009 to the great day my birthday i.e. 2nd march 2009 was an ultimate time period.

There is a period in one's life one can never forget . And truly this period of 5days of my life i can say were the most xciting; memorable ;and learning one of this life.

Atleast i got many older friends back in action... A few newer one too and yaa i did one thing on this tour can say frst time for a friend, I did that much since I wished the result to be the same.

One thing that this tour would be remembered for is that it gave me a lot confidence about my poetry...all were quite apreciating my work so called "bolian"...

and really i felt very happy...

all great moments from FATeh's bolian to RAJnish being falling in water
from THE small fights to NEW friendship
all always there and the pics will keep each moment interacted...

and the time when we reached back here at college it was 11:15pm and after just 45 minutes it was going to be my bthday ...
first time i was feeling in my life
so happy..
atleast it seemed i had made a lot many good friends now...

there was a cake there and all came along to hit me well not to hit rather say BRTHDAY BUMPS...

next morning about more than 50% of ma class wished me which was quite great ...
birthday was awesome...
whole day bunk of our class that day....
hard na
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6c2 on whole day bunk and no one even attended class on his/her own....
great na...!!!!!

well after all this great time...
this time i will pray to GOD please be now all of them my friends like the same....

tahts it all...

and yah soon i will be uploading all my BOLIAN here...

miss That trip 6C2 .....i loved it.....
6C2 rocks....


SAMBHAV SHARMA

ZINDAGI....(plz comment)

aao ik kissa hor dasan shayad kise da afsana
nazar zindagi de kuj pehluan te mei han pana
kise nu eh bada apna jea lagu
kise nu thoda lagu begana...
mei pagal naam mera "bechara"
likh geet gal sidhi sachi sunanda han
kehnde "chaldi da na jindagi"
eh soch chali mei vi jaanda han....


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kuj de ehsaan dil te ban udhaar bahe ne...
te kayi sanu matlab kad kalla chad gaye ne..
par fer vi kinni ajeeb jahi gal aa;;
dost mud nave fer banane hi paye ne...
bar bar galti uhi jisnu kar har vaar pachtanda han...
kehnde "chaldi da na jindagi"
eh soch chali mei vi jaanda han....

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jehna de dukh asi sahe ane samaj seena tanke...
uh sadi tatti vah te mukre bewaffa jahe banke..
chal dua sadi fer vi
vasda rahe uh ghar sada jithe jhanjhar teri chanke...
ik photo payi teri kol saade
us naal lad-lad manke din jahe langaanda han...
kehnde "chaldi da na jindagi"
eh soch chali mei vi jaanda han....


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ehna ram-rolean ch bahut age lang gayi jindgani..
jina piche rea bas uh fasla pura karan di hai pareshani..
aj langi umare ro-ro afsosde han
us bat te jiste man kita si vich jawani...
hun dhundhli hoyi is nazar naal
hanju vi aukhe hi mei ger paanda han...
kehnde "chaldi da na jindagi"
eh soch chali mei vi jaanda han....

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muk cchali meri jindagi lagda jan di aayi ghadi hai...
eh vi ghatna meri zindagi wali lag rahi ajeeb badi hai...
jad da tutea san jeena di koshish ssan kar rea;;
aj jindagi jeeni aayi tan maut sahmne khadi hai...
jad marn di soch si waqt sharmea maut mang ke le gayi
aj uh aayi tan mohallat mei us to chanda han...
kehnde "chaldi da na jindagi"
eh soch chali mei vi jaanda han....
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SAMBHAV SHARMA

for someone a bit special now...started last year on 20 feb,,,completed today on 21st

jado naal tere koi beimani hovegi
yan bhul koi khyalan ch anjani hovegi
akhian ch hanju jadon
dimag ch koi pareshani hovegi

mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!
mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!!


sune sune tere rah honge....
tute tere sab chah honge....
tu kalii khari katkhare ch
khilaf jado sare gawah honge....

mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!
mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!!


hasegi bhavei shehnayian de vich....
par rovengi tu tanhayian de vich....
khawengi muh te jad dhokhe
shohratan apnia kamayian de vich..........

mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!
mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!!


akhan vich bas tasveer disugi...
rondi hoyi ik heeer disugi...
kuj na hona tere kolon
pudi pendi jad taqdeer disugi......

mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!
mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!!


puri jag cho kise ne na tenu chahna
tere ute aisa varsega rab da bhana
aj apnea nu dhodhan mare
kal jad pea sab kuj gawana.......

mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!
mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!!


akhan cho dulega pani khara
rehna tere kol na koi chara
jad rah e muk gea
udo piche mud labhna sharma bechara

mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!
mei udo tenu yaad aaunga....!!!!

VALENTINE SPECIAL.././///...fr someone Special &^*%

its fr my valentine....::


where to fInd you.. u lIve In my heart;;
you come In my dreams.. from end to start;;
lIke the rIsIng sun may u always shIne
I love you a lot my dear valentIne...

I mIss u very much.. when u ar'nt wth me;;
you arer the one only.. my eyes wanna see;;
nthng matters then ..If u r there I am fIne
I love you a lot my dear valentIne...

you are my destIny.. you are everythIng;;
u beIng last destInatIon.. I can ever thInk;;
ready to be hanged...If lovIng you Is my crIme
I love you a lot my dear valentIne...


I am bIt shy thats why ..can't tell you;;
but what my love Is.. Its serIusly 100% true;;
In dreams u r and In realIty.. I waanna u to be mIne...
I love you a lot my dear valentIne...


nthng more...what you feel about just tell..
whatevr you say ...It all wIll be fInal..
but I knw answer Is"" YES""...as my faIth Is dIvIne..
I love you that much my dear valentIne...

hum dost jarur the....

jab aaye the anjaan se the
ab lagta hai aj bhi mere jaise wahi hai

na to gila kiya koi usne mere se
na shikayat si koi baat mujhse usne kahi hai

mar mit to chala hun mei doston ki khwaish mei
pata nahi fir bhi kami yeh kahan rahi hai


achha tha bahut had tak hum dono mei sab kuch
pata nahi kis karan yeh ganga ulti bahi hai

yeh mitti ki deri thi dono taraf se aasra tha
tune ek taraf se hata diya isliye yeh dahi hai

eh khuda ab tu hi bata de is "bechare" ko
in matlabi insano ki duniya mei
kya galat kya sahi hai.....

kyon milaun nazar mei tujhse bata mujhe
hum dost jarur the par aaj nahi hai.........

LECTURE SURVICAL SYNDrOME

OOPS!!!! first week of the classes and that too attending after around two months.

My GOD !!!
seriusly it was seeming that it will be easy to attend lectures as its being long time since we
atteded the last. But what to say all went just opposite of what I thought. It seemed that classes
may be regular but what actually happened that hardly 3-4 lectures a day and after that just sitting in front of NESCAFE or my torrent graph were the main activities. And about the subjects

..what to say
...the ones which looked interesting from name came out to be all boring and hence all the
excitement of attending classes lost as flames of smoke in air. Well in all this the other
thing went hard was the time I attended clsses it was my neck paining a lot like it in survical and this made me suffer more in classes. Well with boring subjects introduced and yah with a so-so tripof our class to NFL Nangal and alongwith all that with the pain in neck this the frst few lectures of 6th sem went like really hard. And truly still feeling neck in pain I can say that this pain is nothing except LECTURE SURVICAL SYNDrOME...

SAMBHAV SHARMA

poem started around year bfre...jst cmpleted

Itni dur dekhna nikal jaunga mai
Vapis in raho par laut kar na aaunga main…

Jinda rahunga kab tak pata nahi
Han yeh hun janta bahut jaldi hi mar jaunga main…

Chod nahi sakta main to tujhe kabhi bhi
Yeh to dur ki baat ke tujhe bhulaunga main…

Nibha nahi sakta mei..jo keh gaye mujhe..
Kisiko apna banake kabhi dikhaunga main…

Unki kasam thi ke peena mat kabhi bhi…
Kya karu agar sofi raha to pagal ho jaunga main…

Jo khuda se bhi upar tha wo na raha hamara…
Ab daru kis baat se aur kya gawaunga main…


Tera to pata nahi do din yad kar bhul jayegi..
Dafan hone tak to jarur tujhe chahunga main…

Itni dur dekhna nikal jaunga main….
Vapis in raho par laut kar na aaunga main…


Jinda rahunga kab tak pata nahi..
Han yeh janta hun jaldi hi mar jaunga main

Geet likhunga 'bechara' banke aur kya;;
tu badnaam na ho is dar se kabhi na gaaunga main...

time to pack

hEy AlL

Whenever you start a travel ; like in a bus which is a bit long you always stop somewhere in between to take rest but after some time you had to start again and when you start again you are fresh but that part is the most important phase becoz that will make you lead to your destination. It decides if you reach there rightly and accurattely on time.

Tahts what is with my degree. After a long walk of 2 and a half year a long break of about 18 days at home and now from 2nd its a new sem just like the second phase of travel but same as I said earlier its most omportant to as the performance and hard work of these ending sems will decide where my carrer moves on to.

As I head to do M.Tech or M.S this lasting phase of my engineering journey is quite important.So there it is its the time to start packing and now I had a few things in my mind. As all electronics; mechanical and IT friends are going to go next sem I will do my best to be rocking with them all. With all that have to start studying with through for GRE to break it in JULY. And above all have to be regular performer in my class. Its time to pack up now and its also time to have a beginning of new sambhav and whenever a new era comes it is an end of an old one. So hoping to learn from my mistakes I made in past I hope I will change.So its time to pack and its time to change .
its time to have a new SAMBHAV among yoou alll...........

B BYE SSEEE YOU IN COLLEGE....

SAMBHAV SHARMA

jUsT i LeArNt....

i am so lonely..

HEy frndz....well its vacattion time now and I used to remain free aal the day and night alongwith since my scheldue is a bit aukhward. Mostly I am sleeping since my brother goes to school and my parents for work. Getting uP in the afternon and sleeping late midnights has become a habit fr me now and being sitting in all these days so alonely with me and ma lappy I went through a lot many things.
well when I note the thing that fr whom i have priority in my life ; I am amazed that hardly I find any answer except one ..."ME". I have been at home since the last two weeeks and i know how much i have been with my parents and my brother. Its not all about that we are not interacting but the thing is that now I don't feel like all say home sweet home...

simple words I hardly miss anyhow anyone from my hometown...strange na ...ya I am a bit strange lolz....
and if I say of friendship the base and the thing we hostellrs have to cheer upon also dont feel having a shit effect over my lonely conscience.
Although I may say I may not have got that bored in their company but truth is this too
that I dont even miss them.
Hard and strange life na...

Sometimes we feelll its hard to leave our school and buddies but then we are fastly into the
excitement of the college fever and then when like me moving to hostel it hardens inside to say I am going away and truly those few days i felt it like home sweet home.
Just a matter of days.
Yah it is
The gereatest friends here.
The ones who are with us al 4 years.
Those who shared same rooms fr this long great period all will be awayv one day today may
have an addiction but in a matter of days....just days they wiill have their respective buddies in different corners of their life..

well whatever so thats what life is and thats how it moves..
well i surely after 19 years of ma life just i learnt the definition of life now in the rest i have to work hard to learn to tackle with that ...

SAMBHAV SHARMA

about me a few lines......

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