jUsT i LeArNt....

i am so lonely..

HEy frndz....well its vacattion time now and I used to remain free aal the day and night alongwith since my scheldue is a bit aukhward. Mostly I am sleeping since my brother goes to school and my parents for work. Getting uP in the afternon and sleeping late midnights has become a habit fr me now and being sitting in all these days so alonely with me and ma lappy I went through a lot many things.
well when I note the thing that fr whom i have priority in my life ; I am amazed that hardly I find any answer except one ..."ME". I have been at home since the last two weeeks and i know how much i have been with my parents and my brother. Its not all about that we are not interacting but the thing is that now I don't feel like all say home sweet home...

simple words I hardly miss anyhow anyone from my hometown...strange na ...ya I am a bit strange lolz....
and if I say of friendship the base and the thing we hostellrs have to cheer upon also dont feel having a shit effect over my lonely conscience.
Although I may say I may not have got that bored in their company but truth is this too
that I dont even miss them.
Hard and strange life na...

Sometimes we feelll its hard to leave our school and buddies but then we are fastly into the
excitement of the college fever and then when like me moving to hostel it hardens inside to say I am going away and truly those few days i felt it like home sweet home.
Just a matter of days.
Yah it is
The gereatest friends here.
The ones who are with us al 4 years.
Those who shared same rooms fr this long great period all will be awayv one day today may
have an addiction but in a matter of days....just days they wiill have their respective buddies in different corners of their life..

well whatever so thats what life is and thats how it moves..
well i surely after 19 years of ma life just i learnt the definition of life now in the rest i have to work hard to learn to tackle with that ...

SAMBHAV SHARMA